bace je la law rse nk bce..

ari ni, ak deactivate fb ak..
ak rse cm fb 2 nyebok je kt ak..
(x psl2 nk slahkn fb.. -..-)
plus ak pn jrang on fb ak..
n...........................
i did this cz ak nk jge ati dye..
dye..
senior ak..
yg skrg ni jd bf ak..
mmg mule2 ak brat ati nk deactivate..
p ak pkir, sokay la..
aslkn dye eppy..
n ak pn bley try wt bnde laen instead of fb-ing..
:)

ak x shat..
dmam..
btuk..
slseme..
ssk nfas..
lme dh jd cmni..
slame ni law kne pn, x de la truk cmni..
mybe ak bnyk sgt probs kot..
sokay..

dye..
nk msuk u dh..
hoho..
cdey dooooowwwwwhhhhhhh..
dye ckp, mybe mse dnner aritu je last skli dye blek cni..
ak taw ak nyusahkn dye cz suh dye travel frm kuantan to trganu..
penat, mase, bajet..
skali blek je, brape bnyk duit dye hbes..
p ak ske spend time ngn dye..
since b4 dye jd bf ak lg..
y?????
ak pn x tw..

dlu, ak owez pkir..
n slalu gk dgr org ckp..
org yg kpel jrak jao ni, x rmai yg btol2 syes..
n smtimes x kkal lme..
yelaa..
duk jao2..
blakg prtner, kpel ngn org laen..
ak juz xmo jd cmtu..
ye aa..
pe gune law juz 1 pihak je yg stie p yg 1 lg x pduli?
ak bkn x cye kt senior ak 2..
but bese la..
ati mnusie..
cm cg geografi ak mse fom 3 ske ckp..
"SETAN KONA"
means, setan hsut mcm2..
haha..

but, cm yg org ckp,kite kne pndai2 jge diri..
then jgn owez brprasangke bruk..
n cye la kt partner kite 2..
law x cye lgsung kt dye, kcyan gk..
y??
law dye btol2 stie p kite x cye kt dye,
of coz la dye rse pe yg dye korbnkn ntok kite slame ni,
TOTALLY WORTHLESS..

conclusionnye, y not kite try bg chance kt prtner kite yg duk jaoooooooooooooooooo 2?
x salah pn..
mne la tw kot2 rlationshp kite jd best n superbbbbbb kn?
let's juz wait n see..
:D

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sorry yepp..pfft..

uhh..
ak pn x taw knpe..
knpe knpe knpe???
seingt ak, each time ak clash ngn dye, ktorg owez gduh..
klau baek pn, skjap je..
ak x ske la cmni..
ak x ske nk gduh ngn dye or ngn sape2..
syes..
ak x ske..
bkn sbb ak x brani nk face the problem..
tp org kte, msuh jgn dcari..
kn??

mmg aa dh lme ak clash ngn dye..
n since ktorg clash 2,
ak dh x amek tw sal dye..
tp..
mse cuti skola bru2 ni,
ak klua la ngn besties ak..
mkn..cter2 n so on..
mse 2,sorg bzfriend ak ni tgh gne lappy..
dye kte nk download lgu..
ok..
ak x pduli pn..

suddenly, bzfriend ak pggil ak..
ak pn pegi la kt dye..
ak tnye, knpe?
dye kte.....

"cube bce ni.."

ak pn bce la..
ak trkjut gak aa bler bce bnde 2..
kwn ak tgh chat ngn ex ak 2..
n ex ak 2 kte,

"mybe ari ni dorg pkai shawl.."

pstu,
dye ad kte la yg dye bce kt blog ak ni,
sal ak kte addmath ak x fail dh..
n ye lak rse yg addmath dye mybe fail..
wtv la..
msalahnye,cmne dye tw yg ari 2 ak mybe pkai shawl?
(pdahal ak x pkai pn cz ak x ske)
ak ad post status ak kt fb sal pkai shawl ni..
mse mlm b4 ak klua ngn dorg..
n ak x sgke lak yg ex ak 2 bce..

bler ak tnye bzfriend ak,
bzfriend ak kte,
mybe ex ak ni still stalk ak..
n ak tnye la bzfriend ak 2 blek,
apsal lak dye nk wt cmtu?
n dye kte, no idea..

ak x ksh dye nk bce status ak kt fb 2..
tp,yg ak x puas ati nye,
bru few days ago,
kwn ak forward pe yg ex ak gtaw kt dye..
ex ak 2 kte,

"ckp kt dye, thanx cz block ak..
bgus aa dye dh kuat blek..
jgn ingt dye klas first n ak klas num 6,
dye bley ktuk ak ske2 ati je..
ak x prnh cter pn kt sape2 sal ak ngn dye sblom ni kt org laen..
ak tw dye ktuk ak kt blakg..
dye x sdr yg dye ktuk ak wlaupn ak ad dkt2 situ je..
dye ingt dye dh block sume fb ak?
tp sbnrnye, dye still lom block sume fb ak..
ak x prnh care pn idop dye..
yg dye sbuk nk care hdup ak 2 knpe?"

now what?
sape yg kcau idop sape?
syes..
ak x prnh pn amek tw sal dye lpas ktorg clash..
cz 2 yg dye mntk..
so,ak wt la..
tp,
dye lak yg wt ak cmtu..
cmne dye tw yg ak dh block dye kt fb?
msti la dye try cri nme ak tp x jmpe..
y?
cz ak kn dh block dye..
n knpe dye nk cri nme ak kt fb
klau dye dh btol2 nk buang ak drpd idop dye?
knpe dye bce blog ak klau dye kte dye dh x maw amek tw sal ak?
knpe dye nk mrh2 n rse cm trgugat je bler ak block dye?
ni yg wt ak x puas ati..
pstu maen ske2 ati je nk kte ak duk nyebok
cz amek tw lg sal dye..

c'mon..
ak bkn jnis yg jge tpi kaen org la..
ttbe je nk tduh ak ktuk2 dye..
klau dye x puas ati sgt ngn ak..
ckp la face to face ngn ak..
bkn nye ak nk mrh dye pn..
x psal2 nk mrh org..
tp,bler dye maen gne org tgh ni yg ak x ske..
y?
cz bler dye gne org tgh,
msti la org 2 taw ape problem dye b4 ak sndri tw..
n org 2 kte ak lak yg slah..
wey..
ape ni..
shit la..

ok,
klau awk rse awk btol,
meh aa sy nk gtaw smthing..

~AWK,SY NK MNTK MAAF KLAU AWK RSE 
  SY NI DH KCAU IDOP AWK..
  KLAU AWK RSE PE YG SY WT KT AWK NI
  WT IDOP AWK SUSH,
  MEH SY UNBLOCK BLEK PROFILE AWK 2..
  TP 1 JE LAA SY MNTK..
  KLAU AWK BNCI KT SY,
  JGN AMEK TAW DH SAL SY..
  N FYI, SY X PRNH KTUK2 OR BRUK2 KN AWK
  DPN KWN2 SY OR ORG LAEN
  CM YG AWK SGKE..
  AWK KTE CMTU CM AWK X PRNH KNAL SY JE KN?
  SBLOM NI AD KE SY KTUK OR BRUK2 KN ORG LAEN
  WLAUPN ORG 2 TRY NK JTUHKN MRUAH SY?
  SO SY MNTK MAAF SGT2 KT AWK..
  CZ SY DH 'KCAU' IDOP AWK..
  N KLAU BLEY,
  JUZ FORGIVE N FORGET, K..
  KLAU AWK BLEY MAAFKN 'SLAH-SY-YG-BSR-GLER' NI,
  SY PN AK WT BNDE YG SAME..
  SUME SLAH AWK KT SY SPNJG KITE KNAL,
  SY JUZ LUPEKN CMTU JE..
  K?
  N KLAU AWK STUJU NGN BNDE NI,
  AWK INFORM LA KT ORG TGH 2..
  ANYTIME JE SY BLEY MAAFKN AWK..
  DGN SYARAT,
  AWK JGN JD KN SY NI MSUH KTAT AWK.. ~

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my life's getting better..i think so..

eytt..
lme x blogging..
exam..
haha..bese la..budk skola..
mcm2 bnde ak nk post kt blog ak ni
cz since last time ak x conteng blog ak ni, mcm2 bnde yg jd..
bnde happy, cdey, bnde yg wt ak frust, depressed, mcm2 ad..

1st of all,
of coz la sal snior ak yg ak prnh cter..
yeah2..
dye la..
ak happy bler dpt tw yg dye ok wlaupn keadaan dye x brape sihat lg..
hrap2 dye cpt la shat..

2nd,
sal smone ni..
ari 2 ktorg text n dye tnye ak nk x jd mkwe dye?
ak x tw aa dye syes ke x..
i have 2 admit that i like him..
dye mmg baek cz spanjg ak knal dye,
x prnh lg dye sketkn ati ak..
dye gler2..bez kwn ngn dye..
tp ad 1 bnde yg dh wt ak rse cm kcewe sket..
ad sorg snior kt skola ak tnye,

"dyan, awk ske dye ea?"

ak x jwb tp ak juz snyum..
then, dye kte.........

"x yah la ske kt dye..dye dh ske org laen la..
dye ske kt kak *********************************"

yeah..
ak prnh dgr gk sal cter dye ngn sorg kkak ni..
ak hormat kkak 2..
dye baek..
so, klau btol org 2 ske kt kkak ni,
then i'll go..
xpe2..kumbang bkn seko..
kn3??
:D

3rd,
exam laa..
aiyaa..
cg addmath ak bru text ak pg td..
dye gtaw mrkh addmath ak..
wee wee~
nseb baek x fail..
fuhhhhhh...lege gler..

4th,
sal sorg budk ni..
ak x taw knpe ak x ske dye..
mybe prangai dye kot..lntak dye la..
tp please aa jgn kcau idop ak..
ak taw aa kau dpt taw sume bnde sal ak from ex ak..
then,x yh aa nk cri psl ngn ak..
apsal?
jlez cz ak kwn ngn ex kau?
pfffffffftttttttttttttttt...
yg dh lpas 2, bia la lpas..
so,jgn kcau idop ktorg yepp psni..

ak x taw nk cnteng pe..
cz x sume bnde kite bley share ngn org laen..
cz kdg2, klau kite share gk,
definitely ad ati yg sakit..
so, better avoid it..

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ak confuse la..

pelik..
dlm dunie ni, ad mcm2 jnis mnusie..
last night, ak dpt noty from FB n ak tgk r..
ak agk trgamam yepp bler bce status smone ni..
ak pn x reti cmne nk xplain..
then ak inform kt kwn ak..
pstu, kwn ak 2 call ak n tnye btol ke x?
ak kte je la btol cz ak gtaw kt dye ape yg ak bce..
then ari ni, (dgn mte yg bgkak), ak g la skola..
then ak cter kt kwn ak sal pe yg ak bce 2..
dorg kte,

"TUHAN LG SYGKN DYE..SABAR LA EYY.."

cmne ak x sedih bler dorg ckp cmtu..
then,mule la terdetik kt ati ak,
btol ke dye xcident n meninggal?
cz ak dh x cntact dye dlm smggu..
so,anything can happen,right?

smalam,lps ak dpt news 2,
ak rse cm x sgke gler..
cz b4 this,dye x wt bnde2 plik pn..
ahha..
ak pn x tw knape ak nanges lps tw sal bnde ni..
yeah..mybe cz ak x sgke gler2 yg bnde ni jd n ntah..
ak ske kwn ngn dye..
b4 ak dpt tw sal ni,dye x cntact ak 4 about 6 days..
ak text dye,dye x bls..
ak call dye,voicemail..
ak tgk fb dye,x de pape pn..
blog dye,x de bnde bru..

n ad 1 ari ni,ak x tw knpe ak trpkir sal bnde ni..
"dye xcident ke smpai x contact2 ak smpai skrg?"
ahh..brsalah gler cz ak pkir bnde cmtu..
bkn nk doa tp bnde 2 tbe2 je trdetik kt ati ak..
huuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh...

ps2,td mse kt skola,
dsbbkn mte ak bgkak,kwn2 ak tnye la knpe..
haihh..
(kne jwb ke knpe?)
then,ak cter tp ak kte x cnfirm la btol ke x..
klo bley,ak x mo jwb pe yg org tnye tp cmtu la..
blek rmh td,snior ak msj n tnye btol ke x cter ni?
ahhhhhhhhh..x taw! x taw!

last2,
solution nye,ak kne tggu few days lg cz kwn dye kte,
dye still dlm hspital..
ok..i'll wait..

hmm..

M.P.D.
or Multiple Personality Disorder..
last year,ex ak ad bgtaw ak yg dye ad simptom ni..
ak ingtkn bnde ni x wjud pn..
tp,mse ak tgh blaja chemistry td,
cg ak cter sal bnde ni..
trgmam gler bler ak dgr sal bnde ni..
omg..
ak ingtkn dye maen2..
mmg dye ad tnjuk tnde2 yg dye ad pnyaket ni..
but at that time,ak ingtkn dye maen2..

op op op..
slah ak cz i didn't trust him bout this..
ok2..
cg ak ckap,org yg ad simptom ni,
dorg ad sjrah idop yg agk x meng 'happy' kn..
ooooo...
so,klo btol ex ak ad simptom ni,
mknenye,slah ak la cz owez slahkn dye sal prangai dye yg owez mnyaketkn ati 2..

toing3..

krdit siket..
uhh..
1 fenomena yg ak pling3 bnci..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

ak x ske la bler org duk tnye2 ak,ak ske kt sape..
ntah pape..
don't la wey..
bler ak x mo bgtaw,
mule la dye ngajok..
huh..
ape la..
sket2 ngajok..
mmg la ak ad ske kt sorg ni tp ak rse x yh bgtaw 1 dunie..
bia la bnde 2 jd hal ak sorg je..
ntah2 org yg ak ske 2 dh ad mkwe..
uhhh..
jgn la..

ahaha..
knpe la ak ske post bnde cmni kt blog ak..
sje..
juz wanna xpress my feelings..

x ske..x ske..x ske..

ak x ske perangai sorg bdk pmpuan ni..
huh..
dye suh sorg snior ni ajar dye..
mmg la ok niat dye nk blaja ngn snior ktorg ni..
but..........
dye ni kcoh gler..
dh la snior ktorg 2 laki..
orgnye pn not bad la..
pndai + nsem + soft spoken..
yg ak pling x ske,
dye nk blaja ngn snior ni tp dye x bg org laen join..
tp dye duk heboh kliling skola
n bgtaw org yg dye nk blaja ngn snior ktorg ni..
ntah pape..
bkn ak la yg nk join but ad dh few people yg intrested nk join gk..
tp bdk pmpuan ni kte..............
"x yh la..tkot *********************** ni x slese nk aja.."
!@#$%^&*(&^%$#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARI 2 dye bgtaw ak yg dye suh snior ktorg ni aja dye add math..
ok..
pegi la..
then,bler ak tnye dye TD yg snior 2 nk aja sbjek pe,
korg taw pe dye jwb?
"sy nk suh ********************* aja sy SUME bnde yg sy x phm..
klo bley,sy nk gaji kan dye.."
pd ak la kn, drpd cmtu, baek la dye g 2syen trus..
at least x nyusahkn snior ktorg 2..
dh la snior ktorg 2 form 5..
bler bdk 2 suh snior 2 aja sume bnde, x ke mcm kcau snior 2 nk stdy utk dri dye plak?
ape la..

n bnde yg ak rse pling meng 'annoying' kn, dye mmlih sape yg dye nk suh aja..
pdahal brsepah2 bdk2 pndai yg bley aja dye..
yg headboy-to-be 2 jgk la yg dye aim..
n ak rse fishy 2,
ktorg duk dlm science stream tp dye nk suh SNIOR YG LG SORG NI,DYE NSEM N DUK DLM KLAS AKAUN....


AJA DYE SBJEK AKAUN YG MMG CNFIRM PASTI,SURE,YAKIN N DEFINITELY DYE XKN AMEK DLM SPM AS LONG AS DYE STAY KT SS N DUK DLM SCIENCE STREAM..


huh..
sbr je la ak ngn prangai dye..
bzfriend dye sndri pn trase ati sal bnde ni..
bzfriend dye kte td,
"sy saje2 je kte yg sy nk join gk tp dye kte dye tkot **************** 2 rse srabut je bler sy join gk..
ok..x trase ati mne pn bler dye kte cmtu kt sy..
n ttbe, dye offer sorg classmate kite,
dye tnye classmate kite 2, nk x ikot dye blaja ngn snior 2..
agk2 r klo nk tnye pn..
jgn la tnye dpn sy..
dh la dye x bg sy join td.."


hmm..ntah la..
bia la dye..
dye rse dye btol so let her be..
org cm2 narrow minded n ssh nk trime nsihat..
ak rse,lme2,snior 2 pn bengang ngn prangai dye..
it's not impossible..
bkn nk doa tp dh ad bkti pn yg b4 this dye prnh wt org rse nk stay away from her..
hmm...