mood ak skrg cm abc~

school holidaysssssssssssss..
before ths, ak mmg ske law cuti skola..
but ths time, ak rse cm 50-50 je..
ths year time cuti skola pn, x pegi ane sgt cz prents ak x ley cuti pnjg..
plus, ak n adk ak kne attend tsyen cz both of us nk exm pnting nxt year..
aaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!
boring3!!!!

24th nov, g miri..
ikot mak ak cz dye ad keje kt sne..
so, prents ak dcide bwk fmily ktorg g holiday kt sne trus..
hmm..
before ths ak x prnh smpai sne so ak x tw pe yg ad kt sne..
stay sne 4 ari so PLEASE aa ad bnde yg bez..

cuti ni ak plan nk klua ngn kwn ak yg stay kt kuantn..
nme dye ynie..
but, smpai ari yg ak tlis post ni, dye still x blek trgnu lg..
-__-
so, i guess, plan ktorg x jd..kot..
dsbbkn ktorg mybe x klua, so i'm gonna fill my time with smthng else..

well, ak minat msak..
xpecially bab2 wt dessert..
:D
skrg ni, kkak ak dh blek u blek..
so, keje2 msak ni, jd keje ak lak..
ak x ksh pn nk msak cz ak mmg ske..
but, jgn bg ak keje2 yg kne kmas2 ni..
damn mlas ak nk wt..
well, dat's me..
time rjen, mmg sume org impressed (haha.. XD)
tp law time ak mlas, cnfrm korg rse nk trik2 je rmbut ak..

last day skola ari tu,
ak pegi la skola..
nk amek bku teks fom 5 n tman bff ak, mimie g anta surt resign dye kt cg..
dye da xmo jd prefect nxt year..
ak pn ad gk pkir nk resign..
ak stat jd pgws last year..
time ak fom 3..
buln 8..
yeah..
mmg ak ske jd pgws ni..
since ak jd pgws,
ak involve in all kinda stuation..
hepy, cdey, bengang, gler, etc..
sume tu bg ak xprience yg ak x prnh rse before ths..

stat taon ni, ak involve lam sume aktiviti yg pgwas wt..
syes ak ckp yg ak mmg enjoy gler bler dpt involve..
even rse pnat tu wt ak x ckup tdo de next day,
p ak hepy cz ak mmg jnis yg ske involve ngn bnde2 cmni..
mybe some of de readers yg bce post ni rse cm ak nk ungkit blek pe yg ak dh wt..
but ak x rse pn yg ak ngungkit..
i'm juz xpressing my feelings..
ak nk resign tp ak ad jwatan lam pgwas ni..
ak ni x aktif pn in koko so, ak juz hrapkn jwatan ak lam pgwas ni je yg bley tlg naekkn mrkh koko ak..
law ak resign, means dat nxt year ak kne keje TRIPLE law ak nk balance kn btween study n koko..

ak law bley mmg xmo sgt ingt bnde ni..
ati ak rse cm anco gler kot bler ingt bnde ni..
but ak share ngn korg lam blog ni so dat all of us bley amek bnde ni as pgjaran..
so, it's gonna be a scret btween us.. :)
cmni cternye..
ad la 1 ari ni..
ak kne pggil ngn pk HEM..
yeah.. jujo ak ckp, ak dh bley agk pe yg dye nk ckp kt ak nnti..
it's bout me n my ex..
bley dikatekn ak n ex ak ni mmg org knal even smpai kt blok fom 1 tu..
ak pn x tw aa aphal bler time ak n dye bru org nk bukak mte..
pdahal before ths brsepah jekot budk2 yg kpel kt skola ak tu..
bler ak cter kt kwn2 ak sal ni, dorg ckp,
"mmg la.. mu kpel ngn ank pgetue skola ni.. mmg aa sume cg2 sebok nk amek tw sal korg 2 org.."

ni yg ak pling999999 x ske..
korg juz sebok duk gosip sal ktorg cz dye tu ank pgetue ke?
what the fishmonger..
p, sape la ak ni kn..
ak xmo aa kurg aja ngn cg..
so, pe yg dorg ckp n nsihat kt ak,
ak trime, pham n ak telan even pe yg dorg ckp tu smtimes x btol n pedas smacm je..
saket ati x yh ckp aa..
ak rse dh brpe bnyk plaster ad lam ati ak ni..

pe yg wt ak rse nk resign frm jd pgwas ni is,
ak x mo aa cter2 bruk sal ak n dye ni wt kn org laen kt skola tu ilang rspect kt pgwas2 yg laen
even though ak n dye dh lme clash..
plus, ak tringt pe yg pk HEM tu ckp kt ak..
dye kte mmg slame ni ak bnyk brjase kt lmbage pgwas ni..
p dsbbkn gosip2 bodo yg smtimes btol n smtimes x btol sal ak n dye,
org ilang rspect n trus lupe jase ak kt lmbage pgwas..
ak x slah kn cg tu cz ckp cmtu..
mmg pe yg dye ckp tu ad btol nye..
p ak juz trkilan aa cz ad gk cter2 yg x btol smpai kt tlinge cg2..
cdey dowhh..
dorg bley ckp pape je based on pe yg dorg dgr..
even bnde tu x btol pn..
kite x ley nk puaskn ati sume pihak..
ad gk some of my friends yg ckp,
bler kite senang, akn owez ad org yg x puas ati ngn kite n nk jtuhkn kite..
tu mmg ak x ley nk deny aa..
ak tlis post ni buknnye nk tunding jari kt sape2..
ak ngaku, ak ni mnusie n of coz aa x lepas dr wt slah..
ak juz trkilan je cz ad gk mnusie kt skola ak tu yg bsr2 kn cter yg x btol..
ak x doakn kbrukn korg yg wt cter2 x btol ni..
but i believe in karma..

lately ak jd org yg agk depressed..plus, ak ske elak nk cmmunicate ngn org laen including my bf.. :(

stiap yg jd kt dunie ni ad hikmahnye..
n for those yg slah, ad la blasnnye..

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16th nov 2011.. -_-

eyyttttt..
it's me.. (again~)
ari ni 16th nov 2011..
ari yg dye msuk u..
hmmm..
dye yg msuk u tp ak plak yg rse mcm2..
-_-

haha..
feeling trlbey la ak ni..
ntah pape..
ari ni ak x g skola..
mte ngantok..
zzzzzzzz.........
tdo lmbt..
PADAN MUKE!
spe suh tdo lmbt..
lately, dh jd habit ak ske tdo lmbt..
bler dh siang pn, ak tdo gk..
plus, skrg tgh ujan so xde keje laen la..
kuceng ak tdo, ak pn tdo gk..
(x de kne mngene lgsung..)

ari ni ak rse boring thap phD..
y???????
ntah..
ad la 2,3 org bzfren ak text ak ari ni..
dr pg td lg..
but, ak still boring..
(bukn ngate kt korg eyy..peace.. :D)
but, thanx korg cz tman ak..
love u laaa!! :)
<3 <3 <3

dye bz memanjang ari ni..
tgn ak ni gtal je nk text dye..
but, ak than nafsu ak uww..
ak duk maen on off, on off fon ak..
dgn hrapan each time ak on fon ak uww, ad msj..
mmg la ad..
celcom yg text ak..
'mulia' sgguh ati mu,whai celcom krane mnemani diriku sntiase..
0:)

x bnyk bnde yg ak wt ari ni..

pagi :
-bngun tido
-golek3
-text ngn dye (dye pkse ak bngun tdo!! >,< )
-tdo blek smpai kul 11 lbey sket
-mndi
-nk brkfast tp ak boring tgk mknn yg ad so ak mnum je
-tggu dye text


tghari :
-tlg kkak ak msak (wee wee~ ttbe je ak msak sayo yg ak x ske mkn.. :D)
-lunch
-ttbe rse nk sembang ngn kkak ak so ak sembang jelaa (sal life kt u, sal budk laki, etc..)
-maen kuceng
-tggu dye text
-dgr lgu
-tggu dye text

ptang :
-bce novel
-tggu dye text
-golek2 lg
-text dye tp dye bz (dh agk dh.. T___T )
-tgk tv
-tggu dye text

mlam :
-dinner
-tman ayh ak klua jap
-tggu dye text
-ngadap lappy smpai mate kuyu
-tggu dye text

11.52 p.m. , 16th nov 2011,
dye text..
dye ckp bru hbes progrm..
k.. (FINALLY!)
text x smpai 5 kping,
ak suh dye rest..
then dye kte,
"KAYH. GUDNITE."
............................................
yeah2..
dye pnat..
fullstop..
jgn kcaw dye..
pfft..

eeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!
huhu..sabawwwwww jelaa..
bru 1st day, cik dyan oiiiii..
plus, dye mmg bz..
trust him, k? :)
smggu due lg, dye ok la uww..
yelaa2..
pndai gak ati ak pjuk dri sndri.. XD
plus, ak x ley jd selfish..
kne give n take..
:)

dyan,
ko kne pham dye..
budk u n budk skola, x sme..
2 dfferent world..
law budk2 yg bru 1st time msuk u, mmg kne orientasi..
n time uww mmg dorg bz gler..
n also pnat..
so, ko kne la pham law dye x cntact ko..
mmg skrg ni dye x ley nk bg full attntion kt ko
but it doesn't mean dye dh x syg kt ko..(kot)
ko kne saba n tggu few weeks lg..
org2 yg saba uww org2 yg brjaye..
kan3??
:D

ok..
ni la nmenye dugaan..
law x, mne la idop ni bez.. kan?
try pkir positive..
ti law ak msuk u pn, ak rse gk pnat n bz yg dye rse skrg..

dh2..
ak x de idea dh nk mrepek tgh2 mlm ni..
nk tdo, mte xmo pjam..
cz dh trbiase duk gurau2 bodo ngn dye time2 cmni..
sob sob.. (sorry..emo sket..haha..)

p/s: ak mlas nk pegi mntak utang ngn org tu esk..
      ak jd srbe slah.. :(

READ THIS, BOTH OF U!

ths week, mcm2 jd..
huhu..
pning pale ak..
ex ak n bf ak..
nk kte gado, x gado..
ntah..
boysssssss..
bia la dorg..
pape x puas ati, settle la sndri..

exam..
ak bru je hbes exam..
uuuuuuuuuuuuu..
x ske nye..
killer subject?
of coz la addmath..
aiyoo..
next year, SPM..
need to work harder laaaaaaa..
T____T

bru kjap td,, adk ak on fb..
(well, ak kn dh deactivate acc ak..)
then ak pn nyebok la lalu kt blakg dye..
ttbe, ak trpndang fb ex ak..
ak tgk def dye..
gmbr ak ngn dye time dinner pgwas..
kt tgge..
y dye gune gmbr tu????
ak buknnye ape..
ak x nk aa org kte,
kt skola ckp dh x de pape p kt fb wt gmbr korg jd def..
(luckily ak dh deactivate..rimas ak!!!!)
bnyk dh yg jd btween ak n dye kt skola..
org pn ske gossip..
gossip yg x btol pn org cter gk..
(nk wt cmne, mlut org kite x ley ttup..law bley, lme dh ak stapler..)
so, ak jd rimas la..
then after ktorg clash, ak pn try la avoid kn diri ak frm all ths kinda rubbish..
(i mean gossip2 bodo n x berasas..)

but,
bnde x jd cm yg ak hrap..
law ak sorg je yg briye2 nk bukak bku bru p yg sorg lg x mo khatam buke lme,
cmne problem nk solve?
smalam, bf ak warn ex ak..
suh dye stay away frm ak n hormat pndrian ak..
ak phm pe yg bf ak nk..
dye juz xmo org laen keep on ngate ak n also ex ak..
pd ak, mmg x slah niat bf ak tu..
ak phm..
p mybe ex ak x sush sket nk trime..
sokay..
ak knal cmne ex ak tu..
kne slow n steady..
rome wasn't built in a day..

to my bf, mybe A sush nk trime bnde ni..
give him time n space..
mybe skrg kpale dye tgh serabut..
bnde ni amek mse..
jgn pkse dye, k?
slow2..k?
i'm sure, 1 ari ti, dye phm gk..
:D

in a nutshell, (cewaaaahhhhhhh)
everything yg kite wat,
kite kne pkir..
n stiap prubhan mmrlukan mase..
ak x de niat nk mlukn or nk jtuhkn sape2..
k?
if both of u (especially) bce post ni,
i hope korg tw pe yg org cbe nk gtaw..
sory aa law ckp belit2..
time tgh taip bnde ni, tv ad kt sblah so x brpe cncentrate..
hee..
sorry..

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