SPM, knape awal sgt dtg????

arini 1st day exam..
pg2 lg ak dh x slere nk tlan mknn..
1st time ak nrvous bler nk amek exam..
yelaa..
SPM kn..
gler ke law x tkot?

so far, ak bley jwb..
skali tu, BM bgian komsas klua latar mase..
mak aaaii..
mati ak..
ak x bce part tu cz ak bce snopsis..
ak bukak ktas soaln, otak ak jd blank..
teeeeeeeettttttttttt..
org sblah ak dh glabah cz dye pn x bce..
p bese laa muke ak..
remain calm n relax..
pdhal lam ati ase cm nk ltak cg BM ak kt sblah..
ni bru sbjek BM..
ak x tw laa cmne law addmath ti..
:'(

mse duk jwb pper 2 BM td, idong ak berair non stop..
tgn lak ase sengal2..
ado..
jgn laa nk dmam time exam ni..
so far, not bad soaln BM ths year..
sush sket drpd exam sblom2 ni..
mntk2 laa graf mrkh tu trun..
amin..

ak tgk jam ak tggal lg stngah jam p ad 3 part yg ak x jwb lg..
ak stat tulis laju2 p kne maintain tulisan..
yelaa..
cg psan, tulisan kite jd 1st impression kt pmeriksa..
:)
3 mnit bfore hbes mse, ak siap tulis sume bnde..
fiiiiiuuuuuhhhhh~~~
bgkak ibu jari ak duk tulis pnjg bnyk sgt..

mse dorg kutip krtas,
ad laa sorg hamba Allah kt sblah ak ni x hbes tulis lg..
pper 1 td pn cmtu jugk..
dye pling lmbt anta..
last2 dye tnye pgwas exam tu, nk wt ayt cmne gune prktaan tu..
pgwas tu tdung lbuh, pkai spek..
pgwas tu tgk ak, ak snyum je..
last2 dye pndg lua tp mlut grak2..

CONFIRM!
DYE BG JWPAN KT BUDAK TU N BUDAK TU PN TULIS..

ak bukn nk tbur pasir kt periuk nsik sape2 tp awk tu pgwas exam..
jgn khianat amanh yg org dh bg..
awl2 exam lg korang sndri warn kt mic kt ats pntas..

"SESIAPA YANG DIDAPATI MENIRU ATAU MEMBERI TIRU AKAN DIDAKWA. SESIAPA YANG MEMBERI JAWAPAN KEPADA ORANG LAIN AKAN DIDAKWA."

kire sme laa kn?
hmm..
xpe laa..
Allah tu Maha Adil..
jgn bangge sgt ngn rekod yg dpegang law sume tu tipu..
berpijak di bumi nyate..
trime kelebihan n kkurangan diri..

p/s: mohon maaf kepada sesiapa yang terasa.. esok sy ad pper lg..

SEKIAN..

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR..

dear Muhammad Aminuddin Bin Badli,
it's already a year..
:')
thanx for giving me de chance to know u more than anyone else..
sorry cz sometimes prangai sy wt awk fed up thap phD..
sy wt slah, awk tego laa..
:)
rmember sayang..
honesty n loyalty are de main key of happiness for long distant rlationshp..
sy hrap rlationshp ni kkal smpai kite jd yg sah..

xoxo,
Dian Aqilah Liyana Binti Yahya

-25th October 2012-

mood ak skrg cm abc~

school holidaysssssssssssss..
before ths, ak mmg ske law cuti skola..
but ths time, ak rse cm 50-50 je..
ths year time cuti skola pn, x pegi ane sgt cz prents ak x ley cuti pnjg..
plus, ak n adk ak kne attend tsyen cz both of us nk exm pnting nxt year..
aaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!
boring3!!!!

24th nov, g miri..
ikot mak ak cz dye ad keje kt sne..
so, prents ak dcide bwk fmily ktorg g holiday kt sne trus..
hmm..
before ths ak x prnh smpai sne so ak x tw pe yg ad kt sne..
stay sne 4 ari so PLEASE aa ad bnde yg bez..

cuti ni ak plan nk klua ngn kwn ak yg stay kt kuantn..
nme dye ynie..
but, smpai ari yg ak tlis post ni, dye still x blek trgnu lg..
-__-
so, i guess, plan ktorg x jd..kot..
dsbbkn ktorg mybe x klua, so i'm gonna fill my time with smthng else..

well, ak minat msak..
xpecially bab2 wt dessert..
:D
skrg ni, kkak ak dh blek u blek..
so, keje2 msak ni, jd keje ak lak..
ak x ksh pn nk msak cz ak mmg ske..
but, jgn bg ak keje2 yg kne kmas2 ni..
damn mlas ak nk wt..
well, dat's me..
time rjen, mmg sume org impressed (haha.. XD)
tp law time ak mlas, cnfrm korg rse nk trik2 je rmbut ak..

last day skola ari tu,
ak pegi la skola..
nk amek bku teks fom 5 n tman bff ak, mimie g anta surt resign dye kt cg..
dye da xmo jd prefect nxt year..
ak pn ad gk pkir nk resign..
ak stat jd pgws last year..
time ak fom 3..
buln 8..
yeah..
mmg ak ske jd pgws ni..
since ak jd pgws,
ak involve in all kinda stuation..
hepy, cdey, bengang, gler, etc..
sume tu bg ak xprience yg ak x prnh rse before ths..

stat taon ni, ak involve lam sume aktiviti yg pgwas wt..
syes ak ckp yg ak mmg enjoy gler bler dpt involve..
even rse pnat tu wt ak x ckup tdo de next day,
p ak hepy cz ak mmg jnis yg ske involve ngn bnde2 cmni..
mybe some of de readers yg bce post ni rse cm ak nk ungkit blek pe yg ak dh wt..
but ak x rse pn yg ak ngungkit..
i'm juz xpressing my feelings..
ak nk resign tp ak ad jwatan lam pgwas ni..
ak ni x aktif pn in koko so, ak juz hrapkn jwatan ak lam pgwas ni je yg bley tlg naekkn mrkh koko ak..
law ak resign, means dat nxt year ak kne keje TRIPLE law ak nk balance kn btween study n koko..

ak law bley mmg xmo sgt ingt bnde ni..
ati ak rse cm anco gler kot bler ingt bnde ni..
but ak share ngn korg lam blog ni so dat all of us bley amek bnde ni as pgjaran..
so, it's gonna be a scret btween us.. :)
cmni cternye..
ad la 1 ari ni..
ak kne pggil ngn pk HEM..
yeah.. jujo ak ckp, ak dh bley agk pe yg dye nk ckp kt ak nnti..
it's bout me n my ex..
bley dikatekn ak n ex ak ni mmg org knal even smpai kt blok fom 1 tu..
ak pn x tw aa aphal bler time ak n dye bru org nk bukak mte..
pdahal before ths brsepah jekot budk2 yg kpel kt skola ak tu..
bler ak cter kt kwn2 ak sal ni, dorg ckp,
"mmg la.. mu kpel ngn ank pgetue skola ni.. mmg aa sume cg2 sebok nk amek tw sal korg 2 org.."

ni yg ak pling999999 x ske..
korg juz sebok duk gosip sal ktorg cz dye tu ank pgetue ke?
what the fishmonger..
p, sape la ak ni kn..
ak xmo aa kurg aja ngn cg..
so, pe yg dorg ckp n nsihat kt ak,
ak trime, pham n ak telan even pe yg dorg ckp tu smtimes x btol n pedas smacm je..
saket ati x yh ckp aa..
ak rse dh brpe bnyk plaster ad lam ati ak ni..

pe yg wt ak rse nk resign frm jd pgwas ni is,
ak x mo aa cter2 bruk sal ak n dye ni wt kn org laen kt skola tu ilang rspect kt pgwas2 yg laen
even though ak n dye dh lme clash..
plus, ak tringt pe yg pk HEM tu ckp kt ak..
dye kte mmg slame ni ak bnyk brjase kt lmbage pgwas ni..
p dsbbkn gosip2 bodo yg smtimes btol n smtimes x btol sal ak n dye,
org ilang rspect n trus lupe jase ak kt lmbage pgwas..
ak x slah kn cg tu cz ckp cmtu..
mmg pe yg dye ckp tu ad btol nye..
p ak juz trkilan aa cz ad gk cter2 yg x btol smpai kt tlinge cg2..
cdey dowhh..
dorg bley ckp pape je based on pe yg dorg dgr..
even bnde tu x btol pn..
kite x ley nk puaskn ati sume pihak..
ad gk some of my friends yg ckp,
bler kite senang, akn owez ad org yg x puas ati ngn kite n nk jtuhkn kite..
tu mmg ak x ley nk deny aa..
ak tlis post ni buknnye nk tunding jari kt sape2..
ak ngaku, ak ni mnusie n of coz aa x lepas dr wt slah..
ak juz trkilan je cz ad gk mnusie kt skola ak tu yg bsr2 kn cter yg x btol..
ak x doakn kbrukn korg yg wt cter2 x btol ni..
but i believe in karma..

lately ak jd org yg agk depressed..plus, ak ske elak nk cmmunicate ngn org laen including my bf.. :(

stiap yg jd kt dunie ni ad hikmahnye..
n for those yg slah, ad la blasnnye..

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16th nov 2011.. -_-

eyyttttt..
it's me.. (again~)
ari ni 16th nov 2011..
ari yg dye msuk u..
hmmm..
dye yg msuk u tp ak plak yg rse mcm2..
-_-

haha..
feeling trlbey la ak ni..
ntah pape..
ari ni ak x g skola..
mte ngantok..
zzzzzzzz.........
tdo lmbt..
PADAN MUKE!
spe suh tdo lmbt..
lately, dh jd habit ak ske tdo lmbt..
bler dh siang pn, ak tdo gk..
plus, skrg tgh ujan so xde keje laen la..
kuceng ak tdo, ak pn tdo gk..
(x de kne mngene lgsung..)

ari ni ak rse boring thap phD..
y???????
ntah..
ad la 2,3 org bzfren ak text ak ari ni..
dr pg td lg..
but, ak still boring..
(bukn ngate kt korg eyy..peace.. :D)
but, thanx korg cz tman ak..
love u laaa!! :)
<3 <3 <3

dye bz memanjang ari ni..
tgn ak ni gtal je nk text dye..
but, ak than nafsu ak uww..
ak duk maen on off, on off fon ak..
dgn hrapan each time ak on fon ak uww, ad msj..
mmg la ad..
celcom yg text ak..
'mulia' sgguh ati mu,whai celcom krane mnemani diriku sntiase..
0:)

x bnyk bnde yg ak wt ari ni..

pagi :
-bngun tido
-golek3
-text ngn dye (dye pkse ak bngun tdo!! >,< )
-tdo blek smpai kul 11 lbey sket
-mndi
-nk brkfast tp ak boring tgk mknn yg ad so ak mnum je
-tggu dye text


tghari :
-tlg kkak ak msak (wee wee~ ttbe je ak msak sayo yg ak x ske mkn.. :D)
-lunch
-ttbe rse nk sembang ngn kkak ak so ak sembang jelaa (sal life kt u, sal budk laki, etc..)
-maen kuceng
-tggu dye text
-dgr lgu
-tggu dye text

ptang :
-bce novel
-tggu dye text
-golek2 lg
-text dye tp dye bz (dh agk dh.. T___T )
-tgk tv
-tggu dye text

mlam :
-dinner
-tman ayh ak klua jap
-tggu dye text
-ngadap lappy smpai mate kuyu
-tggu dye text

11.52 p.m. , 16th nov 2011,
dye text..
dye ckp bru hbes progrm..
k.. (FINALLY!)
text x smpai 5 kping,
ak suh dye rest..
then dye kte,
"KAYH. GUDNITE."
............................................
yeah2..
dye pnat..
fullstop..
jgn kcaw dye..
pfft..

eeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!
huhu..sabawwwwww jelaa..
bru 1st day, cik dyan oiiiii..
plus, dye mmg bz..
trust him, k? :)
smggu due lg, dye ok la uww..
yelaa2..
pndai gak ati ak pjuk dri sndri.. XD
plus, ak x ley jd selfish..
kne give n take..
:)

dyan,
ko kne pham dye..
budk u n budk skola, x sme..
2 dfferent world..
law budk2 yg bru 1st time msuk u, mmg kne orientasi..
n time uww mmg dorg bz gler..
n also pnat..
so, ko kne la pham law dye x cntact ko..
mmg skrg ni dye x ley nk bg full attntion kt ko
but it doesn't mean dye dh x syg kt ko..(kot)
ko kne saba n tggu few weeks lg..
org2 yg saba uww org2 yg brjaye..
kan3??
:D

ok..
ni la nmenye dugaan..
law x, mne la idop ni bez.. kan?
try pkir positive..
ti law ak msuk u pn, ak rse gk pnat n bz yg dye rse skrg..

dh2..
ak x de idea dh nk mrepek tgh2 mlm ni..
nk tdo, mte xmo pjam..
cz dh trbiase duk gurau2 bodo ngn dye time2 cmni..
sob sob.. (sorry..emo sket..haha..)

p/s: ak mlas nk pegi mntak utang ngn org tu esk..
      ak jd srbe slah.. :(

READ THIS, BOTH OF U!

ths week, mcm2 jd..
huhu..
pning pale ak..
ex ak n bf ak..
nk kte gado, x gado..
ntah..
boysssssss..
bia la dorg..
pape x puas ati, settle la sndri..

exam..
ak bru je hbes exam..
uuuuuuuuuuuuu..
x ske nye..
killer subject?
of coz la addmath..
aiyoo..
next year, SPM..
need to work harder laaaaaaa..
T____T

bru kjap td,, adk ak on fb..
(well, ak kn dh deactivate acc ak..)
then ak pn nyebok la lalu kt blakg dye..
ttbe, ak trpndang fb ex ak..
ak tgk def dye..
gmbr ak ngn dye time dinner pgwas..
kt tgge..
y dye gune gmbr tu????
ak buknnye ape..
ak x nk aa org kte,
kt skola ckp dh x de pape p kt fb wt gmbr korg jd def..
(luckily ak dh deactivate..rimas ak!!!!)
bnyk dh yg jd btween ak n dye kt skola..
org pn ske gossip..
gossip yg x btol pn org cter gk..
(nk wt cmne, mlut org kite x ley ttup..law bley, lme dh ak stapler..)
so, ak jd rimas la..
then after ktorg clash, ak pn try la avoid kn diri ak frm all ths kinda rubbish..
(i mean gossip2 bodo n x berasas..)

but,
bnde x jd cm yg ak hrap..
law ak sorg je yg briye2 nk bukak bku bru p yg sorg lg x mo khatam buke lme,
cmne problem nk solve?
smalam, bf ak warn ex ak..
suh dye stay away frm ak n hormat pndrian ak..
ak phm pe yg bf ak nk..
dye juz xmo org laen keep on ngate ak n also ex ak..
pd ak, mmg x slah niat bf ak tu..
ak phm..
p mybe ex ak x sush sket nk trime..
sokay..
ak knal cmne ex ak tu..
kne slow n steady..
rome wasn't built in a day..

to my bf, mybe A sush nk trime bnde ni..
give him time n space..
mybe skrg kpale dye tgh serabut..
bnde ni amek mse..
jgn pkse dye, k?
slow2..k?
i'm sure, 1 ari ti, dye phm gk..
:D

in a nutshell, (cewaaaahhhhhhh)
everything yg kite wat,
kite kne pkir..
n stiap prubhan mmrlukan mase..
ak x de niat nk mlukn or nk jtuhkn sape2..
k?
if both of u (especially) bce post ni,
i hope korg tw pe yg org cbe nk gtaw..
sory aa law ckp belit2..
time tgh taip bnde ni, tv ad kt sblah so x brpe cncentrate..
hee..
sorry..

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bace je la law rse nk bce..

ari ni, ak deactivate fb ak..
ak rse cm fb 2 nyebok je kt ak..
(x psl2 nk slahkn fb.. -..-)
plus ak pn jrang on fb ak..
n...........................
i did this cz ak nk jge ati dye..
dye..
senior ak..
yg skrg ni jd bf ak..
mmg mule2 ak brat ati nk deactivate..
p ak pkir, sokay la..
aslkn dye eppy..
n ak pn bley try wt bnde laen instead of fb-ing..
:)

ak x shat..
dmam..
btuk..
slseme..
ssk nfas..
lme dh jd cmni..
slame ni law kne pn, x de la truk cmni..
mybe ak bnyk sgt probs kot..
sokay..

dye..
nk msuk u dh..
hoho..
cdey dooooowwwwwhhhhhhh..
dye ckp, mybe mse dnner aritu je last skli dye blek cni..
ak taw ak nyusahkn dye cz suh dye travel frm kuantan to trganu..
penat, mase, bajet..
skali blek je, brape bnyk duit dye hbes..
p ak ske spend time ngn dye..
since b4 dye jd bf ak lg..
y?????
ak pn x tw..

dlu, ak owez pkir..
n slalu gk dgr org ckp..
org yg kpel jrak jao ni, x rmai yg btol2 syes..
n smtimes x kkal lme..
yelaa..
duk jao2..
blakg prtner, kpel ngn org laen..
ak juz xmo jd cmtu..
ye aa..
pe gune law juz 1 pihak je yg stie p yg 1 lg x pduli?
ak bkn x cye kt senior ak 2..
but bese la..
ati mnusie..
cm cg geografi ak mse fom 3 ske ckp..
"SETAN KONA"
means, setan hsut mcm2..
haha..

but, cm yg org ckp,kite kne pndai2 jge diri..
then jgn owez brprasangke bruk..
n cye la kt partner kite 2..
law x cye lgsung kt dye, kcyan gk..
y??
law dye btol2 stie p kite x cye kt dye,
of coz la dye rse pe yg dye korbnkn ntok kite slame ni,
TOTALLY WORTHLESS..

conclusionnye, y not kite try bg chance kt prtner kite yg duk jaoooooooooooooooooo 2?
x salah pn..
mne la tw kot2 rlationshp kite jd best n superbbbbbb kn?
let's juz wait n see..
:D

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sorry yepp..pfft..

uhh..
ak pn x taw knpe..
knpe knpe knpe???
seingt ak, each time ak clash ngn dye, ktorg owez gduh..
klau baek pn, skjap je..
ak x ske la cmni..
ak x ske nk gduh ngn dye or ngn sape2..
syes..
ak x ske..
bkn sbb ak x brani nk face the problem..
tp org kte, msuh jgn dcari..
kn??

mmg aa dh lme ak clash ngn dye..
n since ktorg clash 2,
ak dh x amek tw sal dye..
tp..
mse cuti skola bru2 ni,
ak klua la ngn besties ak..
mkn..cter2 n so on..
mse 2,sorg bzfriend ak ni tgh gne lappy..
dye kte nk download lgu..
ok..
ak x pduli pn..

suddenly, bzfriend ak pggil ak..
ak pn pegi la kt dye..
ak tnye, knpe?
dye kte.....

"cube bce ni.."

ak pn bce la..
ak trkjut gak aa bler bce bnde 2..
kwn ak tgh chat ngn ex ak 2..
n ex ak 2 kte,

"mybe ari ni dorg pkai shawl.."

pstu,
dye ad kte la yg dye bce kt blog ak ni,
sal ak kte addmath ak x fail dh..
n ye lak rse yg addmath dye mybe fail..
wtv la..
msalahnye,cmne dye tw yg ari 2 ak mybe pkai shawl?
(pdahal ak x pkai pn cz ak x ske)
ak ad post status ak kt fb sal pkai shawl ni..
mse mlm b4 ak klua ngn dorg..
n ak x sgke lak yg ex ak 2 bce..

bler ak tnye bzfriend ak,
bzfriend ak kte,
mybe ex ak ni still stalk ak..
n ak tnye la bzfriend ak 2 blek,
apsal lak dye nk wt cmtu?
n dye kte, no idea..

ak x ksh dye nk bce status ak kt fb 2..
tp,yg ak x puas ati nye,
bru few days ago,
kwn ak forward pe yg ex ak gtaw kt dye..
ex ak 2 kte,

"ckp kt dye, thanx cz block ak..
bgus aa dye dh kuat blek..
jgn ingt dye klas first n ak klas num 6,
dye bley ktuk ak ske2 ati je..
ak x prnh cter pn kt sape2 sal ak ngn dye sblom ni kt org laen..
ak tw dye ktuk ak kt blakg..
dye x sdr yg dye ktuk ak wlaupn ak ad dkt2 situ je..
dye ingt dye dh block sume fb ak?
tp sbnrnye, dye still lom block sume fb ak..
ak x prnh care pn idop dye..
yg dye sbuk nk care hdup ak 2 knpe?"

now what?
sape yg kcau idop sape?
syes..
ak x prnh pn amek tw sal dye lpas ktorg clash..
cz 2 yg dye mntk..
so,ak wt la..
tp,
dye lak yg wt ak cmtu..
cmne dye tw yg ak dh block dye kt fb?
msti la dye try cri nme ak tp x jmpe..
y?
cz ak kn dh block dye..
n knpe dye nk cri nme ak kt fb
klau dye dh btol2 nk buang ak drpd idop dye?
knpe dye bce blog ak klau dye kte dye dh x maw amek tw sal ak?
knpe dye nk mrh2 n rse cm trgugat je bler ak block dye?
ni yg wt ak x puas ati..
pstu maen ske2 ati je nk kte ak duk nyebok
cz amek tw lg sal dye..

c'mon..
ak bkn jnis yg jge tpi kaen org la..
ttbe je nk tduh ak ktuk2 dye..
klau dye x puas ati sgt ngn ak..
ckp la face to face ngn ak..
bkn nye ak nk mrh dye pn..
x psal2 nk mrh org..
tp,bler dye maen gne org tgh ni yg ak x ske..
y?
cz bler dye gne org tgh,
msti la org 2 taw ape problem dye b4 ak sndri tw..
n org 2 kte ak lak yg slah..
wey..
ape ni..
shit la..

ok,
klau awk rse awk btol,
meh aa sy nk gtaw smthing..

~AWK,SY NK MNTK MAAF KLAU AWK RSE 
  SY NI DH KCAU IDOP AWK..
  KLAU AWK RSE PE YG SY WT KT AWK NI
  WT IDOP AWK SUSH,
  MEH SY UNBLOCK BLEK PROFILE AWK 2..
  TP 1 JE LAA SY MNTK..
  KLAU AWK BNCI KT SY,
  JGN AMEK TAW DH SAL SY..
  N FYI, SY X PRNH KTUK2 OR BRUK2 KN AWK
  DPN KWN2 SY OR ORG LAEN
  CM YG AWK SGKE..
  AWK KTE CMTU CM AWK X PRNH KNAL SY JE KN?
  SBLOM NI AD KE SY KTUK OR BRUK2 KN ORG LAEN
  WLAUPN ORG 2 TRY NK JTUHKN MRUAH SY?
  SO SY MNTK MAAF SGT2 KT AWK..
  CZ SY DH 'KCAU' IDOP AWK..
  N KLAU BLEY,
  JUZ FORGIVE N FORGET, K..
  KLAU AWK BLEY MAAFKN 'SLAH-SY-YG-BSR-GLER' NI,
  SY PN AK WT BNDE YG SAME..
  SUME SLAH AWK KT SY SPNJG KITE KNAL,
  SY JUZ LUPEKN CMTU JE..
  K?
  N KLAU AWK STUJU NGN BNDE NI,
  AWK INFORM LA KT ORG TGH 2..
  ANYTIME JE SY BLEY MAAFKN AWK..
  DGN SYARAT,
  AWK JGN JD KN SY NI MSUH KTAT AWK.. ~

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